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Thursday, 15 November 2012

Blogger iPad app

Finally, now I have less of an excuse for keeping up to date on my random psychobabble.

Tuesday, 13 November 2012

So I have come to the conclusion


The reason I am blogging less, and that includes teeny tiny random post such as this one... is because when I click on my little blogger tab thingy I'm always logged on to my academic one.... which is linked to a different email address. Proof that education kills your creativity.

Well this was fun, cause I accidentally logged on to this blog after I accidentally but probably subconciously on purpose clicked the log out button of my academic one.

Hope everyone is good :)

Hi Ho.

Wednesday, 31 October 2012

This is me officially giving up.

Please be aware that this is not a suicide note and there is no need to panic. Keep calm and carry on.

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Just another Indie Movie...

Watched The Art Of Getting By Last night, as I seem to be on the road of Independent films this week, and I think it has now been added to my list of favourite films
Plus its been so long since I've seen Freddie Highmore and I absolutely love the kid... I say kid even though he is like 2 weeks older than me.

The film was just so..... I don't know, but I totally related to the character that Freddie was playing. Maybe that's why. The stuff he was saying just made total sense and I was mentally shouting. EXACTLY! Every time he made a comment or something or the other.

So yeah, I could see why some people wouldn't like the movie or just find it incredibly boring but, I totes loved it...

Saturday, 13 October 2012

Random Thought Is All...

When you start to wonder how someone you know suddenly became so bitter about everything so unnecessarily.

Monday, 8 October 2012

Off to FINALLY see Looper

I have been buzzing for this movie for God knows how long and yet it takes me a week and three days to finally get round to seeing it. This people is why I have become accustomed to just watching movies alone.

Sunday, 30 September 2012


I've snipped all of my lush hair..... I am currently on the fence as to whether I like it or not, but to be honest I'm always like this the first week of getting a new hair style.... regardless I do extraordinary job of faking it.

I'm gonna try and be more active this year....

I'm sure if you check my blog posts from roughly this time every year they say the same thing... But it's the thought behind them that counts right?
Plus I really need to make a new friend or two considering all of mine have graduating or are going to graduating at the end of the academic year and there's the minor blip of me not particularly liking the vast majority of people on my course.....
So yeah, this year I'm going to try and be more active.

Summer Lovin' Had Me A Blast....

So the summer is over.... though I guess in retrospect summer technically ended a month ago but hey; tomato tomato.
After working my ass off for the better part of three months in the adult world of having a full time job, it's time for me to go back to doing the uni thing. Strangely enough I don't quite want to go back to uni, I just want the whole thing to be done and over with, I feel like I've moved past that phase, though I guess in the eyes of other university students I haven't really done anything but hey; potato potato.
Looking past the fact that my alarm would go off at 5:45am (Me pressing snooze for 45mins then rushing to get out of the house by 7:00am (which got less and less possible with each passing day) and having to rush to get my train at 7:27) and haveing had to be at work by 8:30am (which kind of more or less streched to between 8:30 and 8:45) and working till 5:00pm practically everyday of the week..... I miss work. The food, the people, the jokes and the food..... Did I mention the food? Cause if I didn't I'm mentioning it now.
The work was more or less easy stuff especially as a returner, everyone there was around the same age.... though as per usual I ended up hanging around with people older than me. The socials were social and getting this close to the end of the opening no body gave a damn about anything.... What more could a person ask for?
But alas I am back in the steel city blogging this Sunday morning thinking that I had only moved in yesterday, on Saturday.... Had my last day of work on Friday and technically only signed the contract for this place on Thursday. I'll miss having such a busy life.

Tuesday, 18 September 2012

I was on the train today and I my mind was just wondering, thinking about my day. Then I thought of something, then I thought of the person that would totally understand and appreciate the thing I was thinking of.

I think this is the first time I've felt the ghost of possible sadness and loss.

Saturday, 25 August 2012

So I also forgot I have tumblr

So I was just doing a bit of the old scrolling through and found this.........

Tim Burton should just make a movie called ‘Johnny Depp’.
plot twist: Johnny Depp is played by Helena Bonham Carter
The Plot Thickens: Johnny Depp is played by Helena Bonham Carter, Played by Johnny Depp.

Absolutely hilar. 
Oh gosh I miss blogging the day away.
I feel like I should just put up a sign that says
"At Work. Hard Hats Only"
Which basically means I so busy working that I haven't had any time whatsoever to be incredibly selfish and just rant about me myself and I. And as we all know it's one of my favourite subjects.
But yeah this I guess is just to say that I haven't given up on my blog, I'm just busy working. I'm back at uni in the beginning of October so hopefully you'll get a long assed post about my ah-mazing (depending on your definition of the word) summer.


Sunday, 17 June 2012

I need a new method to work on through my anger.

If anyone.
And I mean anyone, has any suggestion it would be epically appreciated.
Make haste for the sake of my sanity and self preservation.

Saturday, 9 June 2012

I am Dog tired.

Though this phrase is probably better used in context to when I've lazied around the house all day and manage to fine myself uncontrollably filled with fatigue. Regardless. It was a hectic day. Was up at six and out by six fifty five. Didn't get home till half seven.
On the plus side I did have a nice refreshing cosmopolitan.

Catch 22

"You're wasting your time," Doc Daneeka was forced to tell him. 
"Can't you ground someone's who's crazy?" 

"Oh sure, I have to. There's a rule saying I have to ground anyone who's crazy." 

"Then why don't you ground me. Ask Clevinger." 

"Clevinger? Where is Clevinger? You find Clevinger and I'll ask him." 

"Then ask any of the others. They'll tell you how crazy I am." 

"They're crazy." 

"Then why don't you ground them?" 

"Why don't they ask me to ground them?" 

"Because they're crazy, that's why." 

"Of course they're crazy," Doc Daneeka replied. "I just told you they're crazy didn't I? And you can't let crazy people decide whether you're crazy or not can you?" 

Yossarian looked at him soberly and tried another approach. "Is Orr crazy?" 
"He sure is," Doc Daneeka said. 

"Can you ground him?" 

"I sure can but first he has to ask me to. That's part of the rule." 

"Then why doesn't he ask you to?" 

"Because he's crazy," Doc Daneeka said. "He has to be crazy to keep flying combat missions after all the close calls he's had. Sure I can ground Orr. But first he has to ask me to." 

"That's all he has to do to be grounded?" 

"That's all. Let him ask me." 

"And then you can ground him?" Yossarian asked. 

"No, then I can't ground him." 

"You mean there's a catch?" 

"Sure there is a catch," Doc Daneeka replied. "Catch-22. Anyone who wants to get out of combat duty isn't really crazy." 

There was only one catch and that was Catch-22, that specified that a concern for one's own safety in the face of dangers that were real and immediate was the process of a rational mind. Orr was crazy and could be grounded. All he had to do was ask; and as soon as he did, he would no longer be crazy and would have to fly more missions. Orr would be crazy to fly more missions and sane if he didn't, but if he was sane, he had to fly them. Yossarian was moved very deeply by the absolute simplicity of the clause of Catch-22 and let out a respectful whistle. 
"That's some catch, that Catch-22," he observed. 

"It's the best there is," Doc Daneeka replied.

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

One Liners: Leo

Why must Leonardo DiCaprio die in all of his movies, automatically eliminating the possibility of a sequel?

Friday, 1 June 2012

My dad thinks he can just pull the "Christian" Card out of his back pocket when he feels like it. I guess he can, but it pisses me off immensely.

Parent Rant

So my parents brought up moving house and I was like. Good. I hate this place. Then my dad was all "What really since when?" My dad is oblivious to life. I was all. "Erm I have been expressing disdain for this place since we moved here. Heck I didn't even want to move here" My mother agreed on that point but as per usual she chose complete lack of memory when we conversed about when she wanted to move house a few years back and my only disagreeance was that it would be a bitch to move schools.  The conversation merged into my father asking where I would like to live in general. But no answer was good enough even though it was my opinion.

I can't even be bothered to fully rant I am filled with such incredulous-ness and bafflement. I have gotten used to just smiling and nodding whenever my parents talk about something that I know they will never see my point in if I was to fully express it. Sometimes I just feel like an argument so really dig my heels in but for the most of the time the whole smiling and nodding charade just keeps me sane and amused.

Life in this house is like a game-show where the omniscient host has neglected to tell you the rules. The questions make no sense and the other contestants are crazy. It's a fun house that is more house than fun. The metaphors could go on but I have lost my spiel and I am now cool (the doors open) calm (had a glass of water) and collected (collected).


Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Taking a break from cleaning my room

Well it's more like organising, cause my room is never particularly messy there just happens to be things all over the place and I haven't organised the place since I moved out almost two years ago. During the holidays I just tended to live out of my suitcase cause I could never be bothered to put things away as I didn't see the point. Also my sister comes home tomorrow and we share the room, and I figure it would be easier to pursuade her to put her schizz away of mine was also but away. Last summer was just chaos, but while I'm at home I never really spend that much time in my room cause it essentially doubles as a sauna in the summer.

I have become incredibly bored with Twitter recently, my sister says it's my hipster side, and I wouldn't be surprised if that were the case, so I have been throwing all my time into Get Glue and Blogger and watching TV . I'm still ill, my father blames my resistance to take any medication, I say whatever, it's not like I'm dying, what's a little common cold going to do? I seem to be ill quite a lot, my mother goes on and on about how I don't eat even though I do and how I have a low immune system. I rationalised with; If I'm ill so often then the more medication I take because of it the sooner my system will reject it and it will stop working. Therefore I deem to only consider the option of medication in the winter.

Okay babbling over. Back to organising.

Saturday, 26 May 2012

I Should Re-Read Twilight.

I am not usually a big re-reader, I can count the books I have ever reread and so far the list comprises of The Harry Potter Series. One For The Money (The Fist in the Stephanie Plum Series) and The Tulip Touch by Anne Fine which is one of my favourite books for sentimental reasons, that being that it was the first book I ever willingly read in Year 6 that got me hooked on reading in general and well know what an avid reader I am and it's all thanks to that one book so yeah. Okay I'm going off tangent. Being the semi Hipster that I am (I'll explain later) I read twilight before it was popular. (The original cover and everything bitches) But once the hype started and those atrocious movies came out. The love I used to have for Edward Cullen fizzled and died as it got stopped by a crowed of pre-teen excessives. So yeah I was just thinking that maybe I should give that baby another chance and perhaps rekindle that dying flame. I might wait till that last stampede passes through once Breaking Dawn Part 2 has come out. Meh.

I have a cold and I am suffering

Though we know how dramatic I am I do in fact have a cold and it is absolutely retarded because the weather is  hot you could boil an egg on the side walk. There is also no wind and I have barely left my apartment this week. So how this darn cold found its way into me is a mystery.
Also I am heading back to London tomorrow and I am going to collapse from exhaustion with the amount of stuff I've got to carry, plus the heat plus the stupid underground service and it's lack of lifts. Oy. I asked my parents to pick me up from Victoria but my dads got work that afternoon so that's a no go. He called me this morning to tell me off for not telling him/ consulting with him when I was booking my coach for. I let him because I know him well enough to know that while he is blaming him inability to pick me up from the station on me he is really projection his disappointment of not being able to be of assistance. Psychology 101.
Then he told me that it was nearly 11 and that I should get up and find something to eat. I just laughed and laughed at him down the phone before he hung up on me. Standard
In a way I guess it was good that he called so early cause I probably still would have been asleep till about 13:00 and I do actually have quite a bit to do today.
Still haven't found a place to live and still haven't been able to sell my furniture.

Might later on do a post about the DVD's I've watched this week
The list of random quotes I collect and write on my phone
The list of shows I am currently watching
My plans for the summer.

Okay so that list was more like a reminder to myself because I will undoubtedly forget.


Thursday, 24 May 2012

So I now love Katie Holmes

Well perhaps Love is a strong word. It's more like my indifference for her has turned into curious likeness. Though perhaps it stems from my like of her character Joey Potter in Dawsons Creek which I have recently just started watching. In fact I finished the first season last night, so who even knows if this sudden interest in her is even real because I tend to base my like of celebrities on their films/music. If I like them in a movie I like them in real life, if they pissed me off in a movie then I don't like them in real life. Submissive I know but that's just the way it goes for me. Plus she is incredibly pretty in this picture which I screen grabbed from an episode of Dawsons Creek.

But hey, this view only comes after watching one season, and I have five more to go so who knows if my view will change?

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

I'm meant to be packing

I was all pumped to start but I only got as far as dragging out the suitcases from the cupboard. Then I got tired and I am using blogging as a form of procrastination.

Hi My Name's Jen and I'm obsessed with Television.


Okay so I've always known I was a telly addict from a very young age and I ultimately blmae my parents for leaving me and my older sister to our own devices while they went of to work. And with nothing to do the only entertainment once running around in circles got tiresome was to collapse and spend the next 8hours watching TV waiting for our parents to get back.
Now I'm not necessarily complaining because I love television, there's so much to watch and so much to learn and gain understanding from. It actually does sound like I put the TV up on an alter and sacrifice snack to it everyday doesn't it? Oh well. So as I was saying, I love TV, and now with the inclination of the internet I can now happily watch any TV show I like at any time in the day from anywhere I please.

As you may have read I recently started re-watching a show called My So Called Life which I used to watch when I was younger but the only memory I had of said show was a character with red hair names Angela. I rewatched the series and fell in love with it all over again (Though thinking about it now I don't even know if I fully understood some of the issues the show talked about when I watched it at the age of 8ish. Who knows) Anyways it only lasted one season and the last episode was so inconclusive that it left a gaping hole in..... I don't know, it just annoyed me and I obviously wanted to watch more but that was impossible to say the least.

This caused me to go on a ranpage to find and watch anything and everything I hadn't seen before to help me take my mind off it. I had see hints of a website called Get Glue that was ultimately all about Television Shows amongst other things and delved straight into it and I found numerous new shows and old shows to divert my attention. It's a wonderful thing, it's like an addicts personal drug storage facility.
A few shows both old and new that I stumbled upon due to the site's recommendations based on what I said I liked and disliked include:

Don't Trust The B
Common Law
The Legend Of Korra
Dawsons Creek

Some of which it turns out is coming to UK television this summer whilst others were cancelled after a season or whatever. Others I had intended to watch eventually but never got round to it.

As per usual I have lost the point of the post and it has once again become the random psychobabble of a psycho.

Sunday, 20 May 2012

I've just come back from my very first concert

I kinda guess it counts. Granted it wasn't a band I was particularly interested in seeing, and that I was getting paid to be there.... but it did give a very good idea of the atmosphere that was to be expected when I go to a concert for real. Also looking at all the people that were there that were of all ages I guess there's kind of no rush. Except if you favourite artist decides to split up or whatever.
But yeah, but the thing is that aren't any artists that are currently touring that I would pay to see, I like a lot of music but it's a short list of those I would love to see live. Plus it doesn't help that the odd few split up years ago *Cough* N SYNC *End Cough*
But yeah fun times all round, though to be honest I am fed up with the amount of First Day Of Work I have had over my short stint in the working world. Trust me when I say it is far to many.

At first I was a bit meh when I found out what gig I was working because like I said I didn't have any particular interest in them. But then they started singing and I realised that I did actually know a good handful of songs. That and who doesn't love Irish guys..... especially when they start gyrating on stage?

Plus hey lucky me that I got a chance to watch their farewell tour.
Good job Boyzone Westlife :)

Saturday, 12 May 2012

Friday, 11 May 2012


Finished with my first year of Uni. Thank goodness, took me long enough. Don't quote know what to do with myself not heading back to London fro at least another two weeks.
Going to just chill and watch Movies and sort out my life here so there won't be a need to come back more than twice this summer.

Also I need to upload all my work on to YouTube so y'all can see what I've been doing all year.

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

One Liners: Fairy Tales

I have realised that I believe in love at first sight and true loves first kiss and all that other happily ever after Disney Princess malarkey. 
I blame Once Upon A Time.

Started Re-Watching My So-Called Life

I know I also recently started re-watching Sabrina The Teenage Witch (Cant remember if I ever mentioned it on here) but I decided to give it a little break and start obsessing over something new. Well old new. This was one of my favourite shows as a kid. Yes I now realise that I used to watch some very un-kid shows when I was younger but that didn't mean I didn't enjoy it.
Wikipedia says it's original run was from 1994-1995 but I'm guessing I watched it a few years after If I can still remember some parts so distinctively. Only watched two episodes so far but I'm loving it, plus this is where I first met Jared Leto who plays the object of Angela's affection as Jordan Catalano. I didn't even realise he was in this until I started getting into the band and my older sister was like  "He looks familiar" and did her internet magic and told me he was in this (Again this was a few years ago when we were young teens not to interested in the art of the internet yet.) 

Okay that's all, but I would recommend to everyone to have a little blast from the past and watch a show that they haven't seen in years and can only remember snippets of. For one it's comforting for some reason, b) you catch on to a lot of the jokes and references you may not have understood before and thirdly cause it shows you how great TV used to be (Not that I'm not loving TV now but, it's almost like the world of television was being run by two different people) Only down side about it is that you know you're coming closer to the end with each passing episode and that there will never be any more. This is probably why I watch loads of episodes at once then as soon as there's about five episodes left I'll just stop and  maybe watch one a week.


Was all well and good, spent two weeks doing my favourite thing.... Nothing :)
Honestly I did nothing, promised the sibs that I would take them to see The Hunger Games, which I did in the first week, after that I pretty much didn't leave the house again except to see Sarah a few times and to pick up a few things from Tesco. I have three essays to write, and in the holidays I only managaed to vaguely start one. I blame all the hard work I put into the essay I had to do over Christmas. Left me drained and devoid of all motivation to do work over holidays again.


Anyways I'm back in Sheffield now and I have 3weeks and 2days until I finish. Who knew the year would go so quick. Already started putting together ideas for the final project which is a drama. After which I will upload all my work for the year on to YouTube I guess.

Funny, thought I would have more to say than that. Guess not.

Saturday, 7 April 2012


Found a few things of my sisters that I can take back with me to uni. She left a lot of her stuff behind, most of which are off limits but I've found a few that lie in the grey area so zip a di do dah for me :)

Friday, 30 March 2012

My Dad always said I had an angelic face

I thought he was being ironic because my troublesome twos ended when I was roughly 17 but I seem to get told that a lot by various people. Especially when I'm joining in a vulgar conversation or something so yeah.Guess my dad was right about the face thing, s'pose he could have meant it both truthfully and ironically.
Who knows.

Thursday, 29 March 2012

Funny Games by Michael Haneke

Is such a brilliant movie.
We're looking at Haneke as part of my Film Analysis module, we're analysing a movie called Hidden as a class and I chose to look at his film entitled 71 Fragments Of A Chronology Of Chance as part of the individual section. I picked it cause I knew that no one else would, for one it wasn't in the library and b) it's a German film with subtitles and thirdly it was one of his earlier works. A lot of other people choose Funny Games.... The US version not the German Original or White Ribbon. Film 4 happened to be showing two of his films but one of which I had missed a substantial amount so I just recorded Funny Games. It was the U.S version sadly and I thought about deleting it cause it wasn't the original but I told myself to stop being such a pretentious film buff and humbled myself by remembering I was in the middle of watching Eat Pray Love (Really good film by the way).

I don't want to go to much into the actual movie itself but it's basically about these to guys who torture this family in their home. And for all you queasy or easily scared peeps you never actually see any violence, it's all theatre of the mind malarkey. But it's just funny and really well written and directed and, it's just a piece of art. Also I learnt that it was a shot by shot remake of the original so it's not like I would have missed anything out if I had decided to wait till the German version was on. But yeah also if you like movies with no conclusion then give this a watch.
Plus the main characters Paul and Peter are just to cute, but that could possibly just be my inner sociopath talking as while I was awwing at them my friend was giving me funny looks.

Oh yeah...

My bow tie thing I'm trying out, though it's not weather appropriate and I need more guy shirts cause ones for chicks don't have buttons that go the way to the top, it stops just about your cleavage which thinking about it now is incredibly sexist..... and perverted.

Red and Black

Sunny Days...

Sweepin' the clouds away 
On my way to where the air is sweet 

Can you tell me how to get, 
How to get to Sesame Street.

So the weather has been uncharacteristically kind which can only mean in a few days or less it's going to be a bitch. Surprisingly enough for me considering how angry the sun makes me I've been enjoying it. I know right. Monday I had uni then had a nice little wonder to this really nice amphitheatre section behind the station where you can see the whole of Sheffield. Tuesday I went to see a movie and went to the mall and made a cake all at a leisurely pace, me and my friend strolling to the Cinema and to the station to get the train to the mall. Wednesday I had a few errands to run around town which happily didn't take me too long cause the past two days had exhausted me rawly. Thursday (Today) I had uni then lounged on the green round the corner with a few friends, and now I'm at home. One more fun in the sun filled day to go then I'm off home for the holidays.
Which reminds me..... I need to pack.

Picture of the amphitheatre bit I was at on Monday

The cake I made on Tuesday, well it's not the same cake, this is the one I made the week before but I made the exact same cake and you probably didn't need to know any of that so yeah okay I'm going to stop blogging now.

Project Over

Finally finished my latest project which was a documentary filmed in Liverpool and based on The Beatles. Actually I finished on Thursday, which was the day of my presentation. After which (considering I had spent 12 hours editing the day before plus doing additional work afterwards) I went home and slept for 6hours, it was a nice refreshing nap.
Friday I had a lecture and seminar where I got set a 2500word essay on Michael Haneke's Hidden. Fun doesn't even begin to describe.
Saturday I chilled the whole day at home, which is usually what I do on a Sunday but I had to be at some weird induction test interview thing from 9 till 2 on Sunday so that spoilt my lie around day just a tad. On the plus side I am now a Steward.... whatever that really means. Sadly I can't start work until after I get back from Easter so yeah.
Wow okay this post has been very vague, hmmmmm trying to think if I have anything in depth to complain or talk about.

Okay so for my documentary project, we were working in a group of 5, I managed to snag Directer straight away much to the annoyance of another chick. As the project went on and on me and a few others came to realise how unreliable and lazy she was. She was supposed to be editor but on the first day she text me at the time we were supposed to meet and told me she couldn't be there for another 3 hours. I had a go at her over text then spoke to her face to face and told her she needs to step up her game for fudge the fudge off..... In the nicest way possible ^_^
My words had no effect on her so me and two others in my group had to edit the entire thing and there was a major argument in the edit suit which I thought was jokes.... but people don't see things the way I do so I guess for her it was humiliating but IDGAF in my uni blog and during the presentation I hinted heavily on how little she did so here's to hoping she gets her just desserts :)

Me in my directorial d├ębut

Thursday, 22 March 2012

I Just Spent 12hours In The Edit Suit

Surprisingly it only felt like half of that or less. Literally was there from 11am to 11pm. And I only left the room once to pop to the library to print some stuff we needed.
I guess if you love it you don't notice it, and it's not like I was in front of the mac the whole time, we were in a room with lots of other people on the course and with 3 of us editing you do stop and have a chat and laugh and joke about random stuff. So yeah. I've had a shower, gotta finish adding a few bits to my research blog and I'm making some food because I haven't eaten since the yoghurt and croissant I had before I left and I only had 3 hours sleep last night. I have to say I'm feeling like a Don at the minute.

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

Yay Me.

I started a new book, I'm making way more progress so far this year than I did last. Think I may have only managed five books or less sadly, but this year I am on a roll. Well on as much as a roll as a telly addict lazy uni student can be I suppose.
So far it's been....

Old School 20's
Children Supernatural
Modern Mystery

and my next is a pre teen spoilt rich kid page turner. Wehey.

One Liners: Man I Love Bruce Willis

Tuesday, 20 March 2012


This happens with me systematically, due to how I get a three to four week project to work on in uni, which takes up all my time whilst simultaneously working on another project for a different class. Plus with the first class I have to do a research blog and we all know there's nothing worse than an academic blog as it puts you off your personal one. That's kinda why I started doing those "One Liner" tweet type posts, cause then at least I could post something from time to time. Happily this project comes to an end on Thursday and I couldn't be happier if I tried. I'm goin to leave all my ranting for a separate post but I will say thing: I can't wait till I'm a director and I have the final say and everyone can either shut up and get on with it or get the fudge out of my studio.

Sunday, 11 March 2012

One Liners: Vampire Love

Is the sweetest thing, and I'm talking older vampires like the Black Dagger Brother Hood and Bones and Cat, not Twilight and Vampire Diaries teenage love.

Sunday, 4 March 2012

One Liners: Therapy

Who needs it when you have your own blog?

Saturday, 3 March 2012

On a scale of one to ten

How odd is it that I'm sitting alone in my friends apartment?

Note: This is a venting post.

Let me explain, my friends are alway complaining because I never spend as much time with them as I did last year. In my defence I live with people I like and I actually feel like the place I'm living in is my home, compared to last year in halls when I didn't. It's natural that I therefore have less of a reason to be running off to my friends house every second of the day. As well as this, last year I was barely in uni so had a lot of free time to just do whatever whenever they called. This year, not so much.
They are making too much of a big deal of it, at first it started off as a joke, them saying that I've been replaced by another one of our friends who lives 2mins away. I live 10mins and a steep hill away. As time went on they just kept going with the joke and it's boring and annoying now, do they want me to apologise for having my own life or that I like my own company and enjoy spending time in my own space? I don't ever get a call from them saying they want to come over to mine so why do I need to drop everything to come over to theirs?

Anyway back to the point of this post. I decided to go for a walk today to test out my new possible bow tie look (Pictures another time) and thought I would just pop into theirs. Got to the door and just opened it because it's never locked and someones always in. In this case it was the complete opposite. No one was in (They need to work on their security cause this is the second time I've waltzed in and none of them have been around or noticed) I was going to leave because I text one of them and just asked what they were up to (Basketball Match) who knows when they would even be back, but I has here I was tired from my walk around town and it was raining outside. I've been here for an hour or so now and keep debating whether or not to leave. Especially because all of them forgot my birthday.
I said in the previous post that I don't make a big deal out of birthdays which is true but for them to always be riding my nuts about how we're all such good friends and always complaining that I never come over, they have a funny way of showing it. Especially one of them in particular. I guess I came over here to see if they would remember, because I am certainly not going to be doing the reminding, and I guess I still want that opportunity. As well as that I think i'm in the mood for an argument to if they start busting my chops about how I should have been at the game then I have a reason to get all defensive. Lastly I guess if I get to the end of this visit and no one does say anything then I don't need to feel bad for deciding not to come round so often anymore.

I should also say that in the group I am talking about there are five people but it's two or three especially that I am peeved at.

I sure do love vent posting. I am on my friends laptop and I have internet connection so I guess I'm not really going anywhere for a while.

I'll Cry If I Want To.

So yesterday I turned 20.
I'm always really anxious when it comes to the day before and on my birthday, like I don't want to jinx anything. I have this paranoia that I will end up dying the day before or the day of so I'm always really careful and don't want to rock the boat. Sounds stupid I know but seriously if life wanted to screw you over or the fates wanted to cut your thread it's the best time.

Anyways as well as this me and my older sister are never big on birthday celebrations and also when people say "You did'n't tell me" I just think that it would be awkward if I did, Imagine if I walked into my lecture yesterday and announced "By the way everyone it's my birthday" who would actually care, or if I was starting a conversation with someone "Oh hey dude, hows the weather, by the way it's my birthday" how obnoxious would you sound. If someone outright asked me I wouldn't deny it though. Plus saying thank you is really awkward its like "Hey congratulations for being alive another year." "Oh gee thank you how sweet of you to acknowledge that!"
The main point is that it's just strangers or acquaintances that I'm iffy about, Friends are fine, I love the texts and messages from people I actually like and have known me for a while or I speak to on a regular basis :)

See this birthday post didn't end as cynical as it started, guess I'm maturing. Jokes.

Anyways yesterday was a brilliant day I did all the things that make me happy, after uni I had a nap, watched a few movies, watched a few episodes of my Gilmore Girls Boxset, had a good dinner and watched Casablanca. No fuss. I know a lot of people will think it weird that I didn't go out and get wasted and spent the majority of the day by myself, in bed or on the couch which is essentially just did what I do any other day. Each to their own.

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

One Liners: Solar System

I am all for that blissful almost calming feeling of insignificance when I look out onto the horizon on the beach. But this picture actually just gives me heart palpitations. 

Magic Mike

Apparently it's loosely  based on the life of Channing Tatum who at the age of 19 found a way to make some fast cash if you know what I'm saying ;)

Stars Channing Tatum, Alex Pettyfer, Matthew McConaughey and Matt Bomer.

Here's a few stills I found lying around on the internet just waiting for me to pick them up and give them a safe home on my blog.

US Air Date is 29th June. I'm just waiting for people to be as stoked as I am.

Added Note after realising todays date: That's in exactly 4months time.

Matt Bomer

My latest rekindled love.

He is just so yummy for lack of a better word.
He is on a TV show in the US called White Collar, they showed the first season here in the UK but since then I have heard neither hide nor hear about it coming back, so after realising they were on their 3rd season and had been renewed for a 4th I had to jump back on that bandwagon. I was thrilled to see him on In Time last year and I think that's was subconsciously stemmed all of this. 
His portrayal of con artist turned FBI consultant Neil Caffery is just to perfect. Doing some research on him in January and he has 3kids and is going to be in a movie with Channing Tatum (Drool) and Alex Pettyfer (Again) called Magic Mike which is about a group of male strippers. Yes I will shamelessly be in the biggest scree possible with bells on. I was telling my sister how Hawt he is and then she told me he was gay. I didn't believe her because I had recently checked his Wikipedia page (Early February), so I went back and there it was in Times New Roman. Though It was a little funny because he had just admitted it a few days after I had checked his page.
I'm just upset that I can't marry him and my kids will never have that stunning jaw *Sigh* But he is still fine like sunshine so I'll just have to stick to watching his hawt self on my laptop.

It's all very peculiar, when I was 14, 15, 16 when you're supposed to be in love with celebrities and various other people I never was but now psh that's all me and my friend do, nudge each other shamelessly when someone takes off their shirt, start giggling and hollering at the TV/Cinema Screen. It's actually too funny. Think I'm enjoying it more now than I would have done beforehand to be honest. So Matt Bomer... 
Take It Off :)


Friday, 24 February 2012

One Liners: Friday Nights

I get the appeal... It's been a long week time to enjoy myself. 
For me the weight of the week comes crashing down and I get overwhelmingly exhausted and just want to relax and sleep.


She woulda made a good Stephanie Plum. (Random Picture I found when I typed Stephanie Plum into Google)

Obsession doesn't even begin to describe.

Stephanie Plum..... Live Action

Do we really need to reiterate just how long I have been waiting for this movie.... WE DO? Well alrighty then, you're lucky I'm a blogging whore and did a little digging and found the first time I heard about the movie....

So yeah I went to see it today, first time I think I have ever been to see a movie on a Friday out of choice. I don't know what to tell you, it's my favourite book series on the big screen. Some things and people were way off in comparison to their book counterparts, the odd person was on point such as Connie, Lula I could deal with though he dressing was way to appropriate in the movie compared to the neon coloured spandex four sizes to small clothing she is more accustomed to in the book. One can't help comparing the two the whole way through. I have to admit that as the film went on I did get used to the actors chosen and the characters themselves. I can't work out if I would or wouldn't encourage others to go and see the movie if it wasn't for my bias opinions of the book itself. Who knows. It was still fun to see any way, though I know that when I read the books there's no danger of me imagining the characters that portrayed them.

I also brought my book along with me to see the movie for moral support.

I think having them turn Stephanie Plum into a movie was a lot different than Harry Potter and Twilight. I can't quite place why.

A Little Thing Called Faith

As you have probably guessed by now, one thing I lack is passion. You watch all these shows where everyone is determined to achieve a goal no matter what, and there's no favouritism. It's both the good guys and the bad. The normal reaction to watching this is to motivate you to follow your dreams and achieve your full potential blah blah blah. I don't get that rush of, I NEED TO DO BETTER. Well actually that's a lie. I do, but then I change the channel or the movie ends and I go and do something else and that moment of flare to achieve something is gone like the wind (Good movie by the way). What's worse is that I have come to terms and I have accepted this lack of passion, my give-up attitude in life. I'm fine with being fickle and going through a phases of being better for a week or two then just going back to lazy Jen.
The main point to this post is that I have a friend who actually believes I can do absolutely anything, and I know parents tell you all the time but with them you're always sceptical because you know there's a handbook. But he's always saying stuff like "Jen I have the most awesome Idea, you should be/host/have/try" and he'll pitch me this really well thought out idea, and when I decline or tell him I'll think about it he comes back to me every so often to try and nudge me to do it. The kids attention span is small but it's really sweet that he thinks I can do it all and just be completely baffled at just how far my laziness can stretch. He's nearly known me for almost just over 18months and he's catching on to my attitude towards things.
I'm not apologising for the way I am and I know I could change if I wanted to but the will to do so is just so small against the need to do nothing at all. It's not a healthy attitude towards life but what can you do? Regardless it's still nice to hear and have someone that has so much faith in you and what you can do. So yeah to my friend that thinks I can have and do it all.
Thank you.


Is a sport (Regardless of what might say) that I used to do when I was a lot young, gosh almost ten years ago. Well anyways I stopped when I got to highschool cause they didn't have a club, I tried to get the PE Teachers to start one and they said "Yeah I'll look into what we can do" They didn't do anything. It's always been at the back of my mind.....
If I had continued would I be really good by now, would I have tried competing, would I be in the Olympics, would I even be at Uni, at a different Uni, studying a different subject. Who knows I'm not just tooting my own horn, I was really good and it was one of the few things, minus watching television7, sleeping and eating that I loved to do. I would watch TV whilst doing headstands, I went through a phase of only doing forward rolls in the house which made going to the toilet very difficult.
Anyways I finally found out they have a club at my university. The first week I went they got scheduling mixed up so nothing happened. I went the following week and it was just me there by myself with the two instructors and my friend for moral support. It was fun doing cartwheels and round offs and getting dizzy.
The pain that followed was a bitch and a half and I convinced myself not to go again. Luckily I also managed to shut myself up and give it another go.
This time there was two of us, but it wasn't very active. I learnt a few new things and it felt good to stretch myself Oout but it wasn't a perfect environment, as the instructor said it was unsafe to learn flips etc. In that session I heard to parts of my body click. Well it wasn't a click but more of a bone crunching melty sound. Anyways as I left I realised a few things. I wasn't getting taught what I wanted to learn. The instructer didn't seem that enthusiastic herself. I am way to old. To stretch myself out to be as flexible as I once was would take more than an hour weekly sessions and I was living out an old dream. It was fun to get back into it so I can no longer be saying "I haven't done it in years"
This post has lost a lot of focus and I hoped I've typed this all out in order, my mind just got distracted half way through. But yeah to conclude. No more gymnastics. I might try the Ukulele and try and get back into baking and I am a film student so there is always that.

They did say there was an actual centre where they could teach me all that stuff but it's really out of the way. And it's on two days that my schedule is already really hectic. 

Saturday, 18 February 2012


I am glad that these few weeks are done and over with.
I have been super busy with this experimental project we had to do, but the assessment was on Thursday and surprisingly we didn't get ass whipped by the tutors. Will wonders never cease?

Anyways I need to start another one but the guy I'm meant to be working with tells me he's quitting the course on the down low. I wasn't miffed at him because we hadn't even started, what I am annoyed about how ever is that because of this I might have to find another pair to join up with and that means that I won't be able to have any creative input, like last time. Which is fair in their defence cause I'd be joining something that they already have in mind but it'd annoy me cause this would be the second project in a row.

Okay enough about uni talk. Although I don't think I have anything else to talk about.....
Oh my cousins getting married today. I think this is my first blood relative to get married but its a kick in the nuts because she's having the wedding in Nigeria and I'm at uni so I couldn't go. My dads there though representing the family, but I remember when I was younger and this cousin was living with us and she would talk about it and say how we would all be bridesmaids and stuff. And even if that wouldn't be true going to her wedding has always been at the back at mind. February is such a weird time, though if we had half term then I would have been able to go. But we don't and I can't.

Hopefully going to a movie this week. Sounds like a weird thing to say cause going to a movie is such a casual thing but because of this project I haven't been able to go in about three weeks and I'm having withdrawal symptoms.

Also last night I was all cosied up in bed with a movie when my friend rang me. I didn't pick up, and like the annoying idiot he is he rang me again. I guess I haven't seen him in a little over a week as he went to Amsterdam as part of a uni trip with his course. ANYWAYS I pick up more out of annoyance than anything else, and he asks me why I didn't pick up the first time and I tell him that I knew he was going to try and hassle my life and I wanted to be left alone. We laughs and tells me he's outside. (He always does this and that's exactly why I didn't pick up) So I go to my balcony and there he is with on of his friends and he's telling he to get ready and come downstairs (I am currently in night-time Jen mode) So we're yelling at each other over the phone/ balcony and he's insisting and I'm di-sisting and I'm shouting stuff like "Go away I'm not going anywhere I'm not wearing a bra" I have to say it wasn't one of my most classy moments but its Friday night and no one cared. Just goes to show what kind of life I lead when I have no intention of going anywhere on a Friday night.

Okay that's all for the time being.

Monday, 6 February 2012

I have Pop Tarts

I love it.
Forgot to mention it when I bought it a few weeks back.
It was just sitting there on the bottom shelf at Tesco around the cereal bit.
Did a happy little dance spin in Tesco.
It snowed yesterday. Everything was all well and good as I went to uni in the morning (Yes I had to go to uni on a Saturday. I was pissed) But anyways, I leave like 3hours later and I see the snow has started. Then me and my friend went to check out a place for next year, and they kept us waiting for 30mins, in that time I watched at the snow slowing but surely started to settle. After we had finished, we stopped for pizza, popped into Tesco and was home by 4:00pm. My friend tells me that she's going out to by chicken wings (Cause the place wan't open when we were already out) and she asks if I've looked out side. This is what I was welcomed with. Literally in the space of 4hours the whole place had turned into a winter wonderland. My inner photographer decided to rare it's ugly head and I took a few shots from the balcony. I't was cool cause I got to play about with the snow future my new camera has. I have to say it's quite something. Captures individual flakes and everything. Loving it.

Haven't stepped out the house since yesterday but the peeks I have taken of outside the apartment and on to the street show that the snow has gone from the pavements. Yays.
The whole point of this post was to say that I love the snow setting on my camera but I had to give you a long assed back-story just to make it all worth while ;)

Sunday, 5 February 2012

Me And The Internet Are At Peace Once More

After one disappointment after the other in terms of trying to find something that I don't necessarily know the name of or a specific design of something that I saw someone wearing. Google, Amazon, Ebay, and whatever have failed in helping me find exactly what I had in mind, no matter how vague or far fetched. But today a random show I use to watch on Channel 5 years and years ago came to mind so I went about trying to find it. I only knew two specifications: That it was set in a Boarding School and that there was a character who was a girl but pretended to be a guy and his/her male friend thought he was gay for liking him. It only took me about 10mins to find I was so happy, and what topped it off was that the full length episodes were all on Youtube. Win. If I had known that one of the main characters was Ian Somerhalder then that would have made my search a million times quicker. Sadly the show only lasted for eight episodes but regardless I thought it had gone on for ages. I f you're not particularly busy or just bored check it:

Young Americans.

Saturday, 4 February 2012

Last Friday Night

Which was yesterday night.
Me and one of my flatmates went out. We didnt particularly want to but then we had said to another friend that we would come to one of her events and we couldnt get out of it so decided to just bite the bullet and go for it.
It was like -0 degrees but we both got dolled up because we hadn't been out on ages.

It was a total dud, we walked to the place and it looked dead so we didn't really want to go in and waste £5 so we tried contacting her but she never replied. So instead I called another of my friends that was out and walked over to meet them. The whole lot of them were in a drunk/sandwich mood which was funny. But then we walked all the way back to where me and my friend had just been which was a tad bit pissed. We finally did go in  (luckily was only £3) and it was dead with a capital DEAD. Not sure if we were even in the right place. There was a massive queue around the front but we went round the back. Whatever, there was literally no one there. So we left to go to another place and that was dead to. It was Dupstep but not the good kind, more like a cheap knock off form of Dubstep so me and my friend snuck out went home. My friend called me later while I was in the shower (I tend to get a lot of calls when I'm in the shower, I have a tendency to pick up even though it's really stupid.) and asked where I was. I explained and he said that he was going to come over cause he was bored of the clubs. He did, we chatted for a bit then I told him to get the hell out so I could go to sleep.

I thought I was going to die from hypothermia that night. And that just solidified my knowledge that you should never go out unless you really want to and you should always have in mind where you want to go and with whom. It didn't help that I was roughly dressed like this.....
....Roughly. People do the craziest things.

Whether or not you like dupstep

This guy goes hard.

Friday, 3 February 2012

Loner Thoughts

I keep telling myself that I should stop being so anuti-social and to go out and make some friends and to stop sitting by myself in lectures and seminars and to answer peoples texts and calls and messages.

Then a random thought just occurred to me recently..... Like in the last half an hour..... I should stop telling myself such things. Its not like I have no friends, it not like if I really wanted to I couldn't go and have a convosation with someone on my course or go out and get wasted with the people who invite me to do so, or stop going to movies by myself and start inviting people with me.

I am perfectly happy doing what I do and thats what I've always done, I just do whatever I feel like doing and Its gotten me this far and I have to say I am one of the happiest pessimists you will ever meet and I love the feeling I get when I am on my home from somewhere and I know that on 3mins I will be back in my toastie apartment, or the warm toastie feeling I get as I snuggle into my seat at the cinema and start unloading my snacks all around me waiting for my movie to start.


I think I have lost my way abit in this post as it is the rambligs of a soiciopathic loner.

So yeah, whatever I said before.

Random Events

Yesterday we did some filming and there was this awkward funny moment when me and the guy both had the same intention as to what we would be filming next and t he girl was saying something else so we had this mini argument over what was right and she actually got in a huff that she couldn't have her own way. I thought it was hilarious, it also kind of solidified my suspicion that she was an only child. Therefore she displays characteristics of Only Child Syndrome as I like to call it.
Anyways it was like really awkward in the room for ages as she stood in a corner on her phone and me and the guy did the scene by ourselves. I eventually managed to entice her to come back and help out through stroking her ego a bit, saying that she musta been so popular cause she was getting loads of texts and how I never get any  and getting her to talk about her weekend cause she's going some place or another. CATNIP. I thought it was all so internally hilarious.

I came back and just wanted to stay at home in my jogging bottoms and not leave the house again but then my friend called me in the shower and we were chatting for a bit and he said he was coming over. That was all well and good. But then he rings me later and says he's downstairs in the car waiting for me :/ I wanted to say no and if I had known he wanted to go out I wouldn't have even picked up the phone and just continued my shower in peace. I guess there was some misunderstanding and I couldn't have just been like eh-Na! so I shoved on some jeans and got into the car.

I honestly wonder why he wanted me to come with him, the little douche bag. We chilled at some random guys house watching him play Mortal Combat and showing each other stuff on Youtube and shared a few sandwiches. I don't know having a guys bonding session plus me? Then they started watching Harold and Kumar (The first one) and I announced that I was heading home then my friend was like "Oh I guess I have to leave to" Now that's not what I had in mind but erm okay whateves I get a ride home. Then he was like pleading for me to stay for at least 10mins. 40mins later I was like okay guys bye. And they were all like "BYE" I was pissed because I had had a long day and if my friend wasn't planning to leave with me then why say so before and just let me leave? This friend suffers from Youngest Sibling Syndrome.

So yeah I managed to get from the dude flat to my bedroom in 6mins I was that cold and desperate for sleep, I didn't even think I would be leaving the house in the first place, Id' had a long day as it was and all I wanted was some bed time. Might bitch at my friend next time I see him or just ignore a few calls. Who knows. Some times I feel like they treat me like their little pet, -Him and his flatmates/my friends- they call me to come over, they call me if they don't want to do something their selves and no one else is available, use me to get in the middle of their own problems and I usually don't care because I'm a Not Give A Fudge kinda gal, and I just run with it and I have a good time with them, but other times it's like. Why don't you come over to my place or text me just to see how I am or whatever.

Okay that's enough. Though I should have saved that last rant for another post cause it had the potential to go on for a lot longer than I allowed it too.


Thursday, 2 February 2012

Off I go to be a media student

Got filming to do for some experimental project, I'm all for experimenetal pieces but I joined these other two people and they already had an idea which I think is way to under developed and needs a lot more time to work on than we have. 5minute piece to do in 3 weeks. One week Planning, One week filming and One week editing. I missed yesterday but I heard it went terribly, now off I go to spend another day of my life in a cold apartment when I could be in my nice and warm one. Don't get me wrong I have said stuff and tried to get them to see it from another point of view but at the same time we are all artists and I can't just go and slate someone elses dream just because I don't see it like they do. Think I'm more pissed that I have to take the Tram to get to the guys house we're filming at. £3.70 for a tram all day cause it's £2.10 one way, and I'm going to have to go over there three times, it woulda been four but like I said I missed out yesterday...Darn, okay this is one of them procrastination posts, I should really get going, said I'd be there for 11 and its 10:39. 20 minute tram ride.... Yeah imma be a smidge late.

Blogger I have missed you.

30 Seconds To Mars

They've been on my Top 5 favourite bands for a few years now, along with Fall Out Boy, Paramore, McFly and Simple Plan. No one hates them, people may just not know about them, some are disinterested by them others know the odd song and then there are the lovers.

Hi my names Jen and I'm a Lover

You know how you love something but for a while the love fades as other things get your attention but sooner or later the love returns with a Die Hard Vengeance. (Don't know why I capitalised those words, not like I'm talking about the movie or anything) Mine returned after watching 30 Seconds To Mars Live In Malaysia on a random MTVHD channel. If you get the chance then watch it, It will blow your mind, especially in HD. So yeah that' where the love kick started and I have been on them since. Granted I watched the live show weeks ago while I was at home, cause you know, I don't have Sky HD.....Just sky :)

So yeah, can't think what else to say really, I have about 3 different recordings on the TV we have in the apartment on 30STM; 30STM Trilogy, 30STM Greatest Hits and 30STM vs. My Chemical Romance. My flatmates ask me home I can just listen to the same songs again and again. I dunno.

Also I am getting myself the Triad necklace for my birthday next month. Yay me.

Okay that is all I think.

Shannon and Tomo are way underrated.... Especially Shannon and his mad skills on the drums

Oh no wait, My favourite 30 Seconds To Mars Song: A Beautiful Lie. Though I am sure I have mentioned it before.

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

Shoes Glorious Schuhs

So my shoe list for the year is full, considering minus the Vans they cost over £60. Each.

Read or Dead

Irregular Choice

Dr. Martins



So I have been wanting some Purple Lipstick for a while, don't even as me why cause I honestly don't remember how the idea formed. I guess I musta seen someone on television who wearing some and thought: Jen Want. I dunno.

So yeah I was looking and looking cause in my mind I saw the colour in my head as looking like this:

But alas I found none, and after searching high and low, near and far and being subjected to a number of funny looks I finally got the one from the Kate Moss Collection that looks like this.

I didn't like it at first, but then I started o get used to it and now I'm loving it. Though in some lights it looks a kind of browny colour. I add a little gloss to shine those lips up. Sadly unlike the red I wear everyday, this I cannot. Well I could, but I don't intend to. I guess its just for me to wear around the flat or on a night out, but we all know the rarity of that.

Also what's the name of a few good picture editing sites/software's that I can use for free? I already have Picasso so any more suggestions would be fabo.


so little time

I say this every opportunity I can get

This is why I'm not a firm believer in the whole new years resolutions, I'll make some but I make resolutions whenever I can especially to make up for not doing what I resoluted for the previous resolution. MY POINT IS. Yay it's February and yay time to make new resolutions :)

Keep Up

So I have always been meaning to but while I was at home this holiday I started watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians, and thus all of the spin offs (Kourtney and Khloe Take Miami, Kourtney and Kim Take New York, Khloe and Lamar) I've always been aware of them and I watched the Wedding on E! Just because I could to be honest *Shift Eyes* As well as this I also randomly see Kardashian Confessions on the internet and..... Well I don't quite know what to say. I wont give any real depth into my opinion on each character person, namely because you don't care and also because it does change. I will just say that before I ever watched it Kourtney just annoyed me, but I like her now, I've always like Khloe, the Jenners are cooler than I thought, especially Kylie....Erm Kim remind me of someone I don't particularly like so my judgement of her as a whole is just a bit clouded. Scott has his issues but he's till cute and I'm shallow.

My interest in this show may surprise people because I am usually so set against reality shows, but that's just cause I cannot physically watch them without getting annoyed at the people. Mostly it's immediate such as in the one and only episode of Jersey Shore that I watched and sometimes its progressive (season 5 or 6 of Americas Next Top Model) and so one and so forth. I'm not sure if it's happening now already because I seem to have just stopped right as I am meant to start watching the KUWTK Season 5 finale. I guess we shall have to wait and see.

Anyways I know people say it's all scripted, but I tell you that they must all be REALLY good actors then. Some bits yeah but a lot of it no, especially when it comes to personality. There is a really nice family relationship they have that you can't not be slightly envious of.
That's all.


I feel like I have to walk on eggshells around one of my flatmates. People think that I have mood swings? OKAY THEN. I suppose this could just be her personality but I don't feel like she's the same person I agreed to move in with. When I ask about her day she gives the same one worded answer, never elaborates, sometimes just goes out without saying where or when she'll be back. I'm not her mother or whatever but it sometimes seems like she's sneaking out to avoid having to invite me and my other flatmate with her. In fact, thinking about it since we've gotten back she's never invited us out with her. We don't play that, we are perfectly happy sitting on the couch watching a movie on a Friday and Saturday night.

Again this could all just be in my imagination but what can I say. Like on Friday...or Saturday? She went to some party in Nottingham, she came back Sunday night, we asked how it was she muttered fine and she hasn't said two words since.
I am not NOT confrontational but I just prefer to wait until I am certain that there's an issue, in this case our other flatmate asked if I knew why she was being so quite, and if we should talk to her about it. Firm believer in treating other how you want to be treated and I wouldn't especially appreciate someone asking about me about something like that or if they did I would lie and say I was okay. I just prefer to wait it out or whatever. But now we're all in our rooms, in fact I haven't even seen her today but I know she's in, and she has a friend over and I can here them laughing and her friend came over in heels so then this just goes round full circle. She just doesn't like our company and feels like she has to sneak off?
Okay down side of blogging is that all your thoughts just flow and get typed you blow things WAY out of proportion, Good Side. You realise you're doing it and realise it's all ranting and raving but you realise that you make some very good points.
Also she doesn't want to live with us next year, she says its cause of studies but this just makes you question it.

Okay that's enough. If she should ever happen to stumble upon this:......................

Yeah I have nothing to say.


I know everyone is in the whole OMG ITS FEBRUARY ALREADY WHERE DID THE YEAR GO! Mood, aand its true,  I honestly feel like I've blinked but that could just be because I only got back to uni on the 21st. Which was a week ago on Saturday.

I haven't blogged much primaily becuase I haven;t done anything of interest. I spent the month I had off from uni being a slob at home, sleeping in till one in the afternoon, watching movies till my siblings got back before proceeding to watch more television, my mother would come back and me and my sister would race to the kitchen to start dinner and make it look like we've been there all along. We would eat watch more television then I'd go up to my room and watch something/read till about 4am then sleep.

I could have literally copy and pasted that paragraph into ever day of my blogging absence. Fun right?

So Yeah I am back at uni and they have already kicked us in the teeth with the work load, give a homie a break right? I also got a first on one of my projects which I was obvs ecstatic about, danced around the library. Stopped and saved it till I got home where I continued in my room for a while.
Since then not a lot, spent the day with my other friends. I always go early with the intention of leaving early, so got there like 4pm and I didn't get back to mine till 5am. Yeah I know.

Erm what else. Oh yeah of course, so it's active week at the uni and so me and my friend have decided to try out a  clubs. Tennis and Gymnastics, Her the former and me the latter, but its all free this week so I went with her to Tennis today. For one its abso freezing and we played outside so when I get a cold in the next few days don't be surprised. I'm not a running around kinda gal, namely because I am plain lazy and not because I am a girl so don't get it twisted, but to day was fun. I don't think I have ever actually played tennis. I think it was obvious from what people saw today. BUT I DO HAVE A MEAN BACK SWING SO SUCK IT. Lying in bed and I feel all knitted up and achey and I feel a cold coming on.


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